jobless and on a hunt for jobs again

wat a day.. went IRAS for interview today and i think there are only ploy grads going for the interview. i feel so "extra" during the interview by the panel of interviewers. like "huh, y u a uni grad wishing to get a job pegged to a diploma salary" hiaz... i just prefer tax so much to audit. wat can i do? shd i had chose to go big 4? as yet i dun regret my decision since i cant take long hrs. i noe that too well. so where can i go from now? shd i stay on the road to tax and get my CPA in 3 yrs time or give up this road and do something else. this is really a big dilemma. sometimes i really hope that someone out there can give mi an answer or some guidance to the choice of path. Life, Life....